I need to get out more. Meet some ladies. Get a girlfriend. Get married. Have three kids, named Gwendolyn Amelia, Willow Evangeline, and Hugh Gregory. (I think ahead. lol) That might be my problem... I think too much when I do spend time with a lady. I want a future so bad I don't pay attention to the present.
I want a girlfriend... but from my observations, relationships are just a miserable as they are wonderfull. Maybe I shouldn't try to meet someone untill I get this whole "I'm bat shit crazy" thing under controle. And usually when I fall for someone I fall head over heals. And if it doesn't work out I am miserable for months. I have fallen for two women, and both of them didn't want me and it took me over a year to get over each of them.
I don't know... To quote The Used: "You'll never find it if you're looking for it." So maybe I should just give it time. Let what is meant to happen happen.
Sounds good to me.
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